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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shakeitally
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♥
allymaria
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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do I murder, when I forget you from afar
i am too drunk on the poison of endless roads.
this tension is to be loved when it is like a passing note to a beautiful, beautiful chord.
simply passing.
do I murder us, putting this pavement through my veins
shooting in like heroin for the seeking and displaced.
the high just isn't worth it anymore.
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so i've stopped dreaming about you. (for now, at least.)
those dreams reassured me that things were ok.
and maybe. just maybe things would get better,
and become what we had dreamed them to me.
i understand they weren't lies when you told
me how you felt, and how you wished things would end up.
but it's so strange, placing all your hopes into
something that could leave so much quicker than it came.
i miss you then.
i miss me then.
i miss us in april
and in may
and in june
and when july began.
can you believe this happened the way it did?
i can't either...
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doessss anyone want to go to COLUMBIA with me?
Me Without You
The Pale
Perelandra
Lovedrug
Daylight Hours
6bucks dude.
love, ally
7045003811
ps.
hanson was awesome. taylor was so dreamy. outside, i was 3 feet away from him and i froze. oh well. i met isaac though! he is shorter than i had imagined! hanson covered Radiohead's Optimist. annnd it was actually really good. shana and i are seeing them in orlando and clearwater. wahooo!
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TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY!
whoa.
last year for being a teenager! weird.
so i got two great myspace comments today, no, they weren't bday comments, but that's alright. they were, however, from two great people!
( tada )
thanks, loves <3
xo
ally
ps. i hope all of your days were beautiful.
PPS. I WILL BE IN COLUMBIA TOMORROW!!!!!
(anyone want to come?)
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Saturday, June 12th, 2004
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once again, i was told how much i resemble hilary duff.
thank you, table 33 - nonsmoking.
: ) hah
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i'm in orlando and having an absolutely awesome time.
it thunderstormed like crazy whilst mike and i were watching big fish.
then we went outside and ran around in the rain. it was fun. then cold. and then fun once we went inside and bundled up in warm blankets!
we're about to go out somewhere, but im not sure where, so i'm going to go.
call and say hi <3 7045003811
(ps. today i was flipping through the music channels on digital cable, and the 80s station was totally playing 'immigrant song'. dancing ensued).
xoxo
ally
ps. my parents don't like each other anymore :/
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_______What is your favorite_______
[x]gum: orbit
[x]restaurant: kudzu
[x]drink: orange juice
[x]season: the short lived spring
[x]type of weather: warm and breezy
[x]emotion: assurance
[x]thing to do on a half day: sleep. friends.
[x]late-night activity: dancing.
[x]sport: swimming.
[x]city: new york or chicago.
[x]store: value village. american eagle.
_______When was the last time you_______
[x]cried: when my mom walked out on my dad's birthday dinner cause they dont like each other anymore.
[x]played a sport: yesterday, volleyball.
[x]laughed: today!
[x]hugged someone: today!
[x]kissed someone: last time mike was here.
[x]felt depressed: at this moment?
[x]felt overworked: haha never.
[x]faked sick: yesterday.
[x]lied: probably today.
_______What was the last_______
[x]word you said: you.
[x]thing you ate: hummus and fresh veggies and mashed potatoes
[x]song you listened to: like a prayer!
[x]thing you drank: sweet tea.
[x]place you went to: Kudzu
[x]movie you saw: my girl 2.
[x]movie you rented: ghostbusters
_______Who was the last person you_______
[x]hugged: matt
[x]cried over: my mom and dad.
[x]kissed: on the cheek? matt.
[x]danced with: hahahah my manager!
[x]shared a secret with: lauren
[x]had a sleepover with: charity and rachel!
[x]called: leslie.
[x]went to a movie with: i can't remember...
[x]saw: my brother, matt.
[x]were angry with: my mom and dad.
[x]couldn't take your eyes off: my dad. he is so sad lately :/
[x]obsessed over: taylor hanson.
_______Have you ever_______
[x]danced in the rain: my top 5 favorite things to do!
[x]kissed someone: yes
[x]done drugs: yes. never.
[x]drank alcohol: yes.
[x]slept around: nope.
[x]partied 'til the sun came up: oh yes!
[x]had a movie marathon: a while ago...
[x]gone too far on a dare: i dont think so....
[x]spun until you were immensely dizzy: see the first "have you ever"
[x]taken a survey quite like this before: hahahah unfortunatellly
_______My life_______
[x] name: allison maria
[x] gender: yes please. wait. that doesn't work. girl.
[x] birthday: 7-11
[x] relationship status: involved!
[x] nationality: borrrrrrrrrrrn in the USA-ay
[x] occupation: roadhouse grill server! and dancer. and sing along tape.
_______Play_______
[x] i'm feeling: sad.
[x] i'm listening to: nothing..
[x] i'm doing: this survey.
[x] i'm talking to: no one.
[x] i'm craving: to eat cake.
[x] i'm thinking of: my parents.
[x] i'm hating: my parents being sad.
_______Love_______
[x] love is: not present with my parents.
[x] my first love: mike.
[x] my current love: dance. oh, and i guess mike. ; )
[x] love or lust: LOVE!
[x] best love song: a non-lame one.
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: i dont think so.
[x] when love hurts, i: cry and become depressed.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: in a certain way maybe...
_______Opposite sex_______
[x] turn ons: kindness.
[x] turn offs: inconsideration. criticism. overly used sarcasm. being a slut.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: yes, but it not the decision maker.
[x] what kinda hairstyle are you into?: whatever looks good on my weird face!
[x] what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: appreciate the things that are otherwise overlooked/ignored.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: AOL wf/bm chat rooms.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLa and ask for numbers?: holler back.
_______Picky picky_______
[x] dog or cat: cog.
[x] short or long hair: shlong.
[x] sunshine or rain: both!
[x] hugs or kisses: hugs are so reassuring.
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written
[x] playstation or nintendo: board games.
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house
[x] sing or dance: both at the same time!!!
[x] freak or slow dance: ballet!!
_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today?: okay.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: a dress.
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now? im wearing a dress
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: short-ish and just washed.
[x] what song are you listening to right now?: nothing!
[x] how is the weather right now? cold! it's 50 degrees~!
[x] who was last person i talked to on the phone?: michael
[x] last dream i can remember?: my dreams are kinda prophetic.
[x] who am i talking to right now: re-run!
[x] what time is it?: 9:39
_______More about you!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 4456...3811
[x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: macaroni and cheese, or purple mountains majesty.
[x] have you ever almost died?: a few times.
[x] do you like the person that sent you this?: i saw it on rick's ( _failed_senses ) lj.
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yesterday i went to davidson county. like around clemmons and arcadia and that fun stuff.
i went swimming in a pool. i played sand volleyball. i have a bad serve, but a good set.
i sucked at the beginning of volleyball and was very embarrased.
i was the palest person there.
i had the biggest thighs there.
and you know what? i do not care. i love being me.
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i am working so much!
but it is a lot of fun!
it was race weekend and i made a ton-o-cash.
i hung out with charity and rachel friday, we had a sleepover and watched the little mermaid.
i like being home, but OH do i miss columbia.
i am so thankful for my friends...AND being home means i can see you all more than i did when i was at school!
i'm going to apply to NC school of the arts. my mom was at a wedding and met a director person from that school, who told my mom, after she explained what i was interested in and everything, that i should definitely be at that school.
i might take this semester off, work, and get my photos and resume done by the agency, so i can at least maybe find a few things to do before i start school.
this is exciting. i finally feel like i am taking steps instead of just wondering 'what if'
: )
deb, becky, kelly .. hello roadtrip to nc!
and me ROADTRIP TO COLA!
but before then, HAHA WOO! i'm leaving on a jet plane to orlando wednesday morning and will be there til monday night. i am excited. so excited : )
i'm really happy right now.
i'm surrounded by the people i love.
(when am i not? i am so blessed, and i definitely do not deserve any of it)
renewal everyday. EVERYday.
xoxo
ally
ps. rach, i'm glad you are not dead.
pps. charity we have crack tans.
ppss. brad i swear we will hang out.
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my layout doesn't match. i like it.
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he is perfect for me.
i would be a fool to leave or hurt him.
what an absolute blessing hah : )
IM GOING TO ORLANDO NEXT WEEEEKKKKK!!!!
xo
ally
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1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions
especially when your with your bestest friend in the whole wide world, jacob.
i miss jake.
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Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
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I HAVE A NEW LJ ACCOUNT
shakeitally
add me, and be blessed
xo
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charity and i have a lot of fun at work. we get hollered at.
yes.
our manager gets tipsy at crapplebees.
i have to work today...
BUT NOT TOMORROW!
:)
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mike came to visit me with his friends chris and azzurie. so many good, crazy, fun times : D chris is awesome and azzurie is a doll!
i miss seeing people i lovveeee. becky, myers, kelly, kylene, andy, layla, chris, faith, deb, david...man i pretty much miss columbia, and by "columbia" i miss the awesome people i met while i was there.
i don't think i'll be going back to school in columbia this fall. and that's good in a lot of ways, but i really found a home with all the people i met there.
hanson soon! ahhhhhhhhhh.
shana is amazing. and i need to get in touch with her before she thinks i hate her.
sean, you were supposed to be in mooresville.
if your name is taylor or alison when need to hang out!!
people i need to call:
(feel free to add your name to this list)
+rachel
+shana
+charity
places i need to go:
again, feel free to add suggestions
+columbia
+orlando
+clearwater
+raleigh
i like my job...a lot. :]
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